So this is the very first video I made back in May of 2014. My goal with the videos was to have some that showed me feeling normal and some that showed what it was like for me to be triggered. I will probably not upload all of them simply because I doubt that most people want to see that much of my boring life. *GRIN* I know I sure don't. So, on to the first video. It is very shaky and there is a lot of movement, and I apologize about that right up front. If you have any questions, please let me know.

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And here is the next day. I can see a bit of difference, but it isn't too drastic.

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Now, this one is five days later and I can see a BIG difference between this one and the first one up above.

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I find it very interesting to look at myself when I am triggered. I remember looking kind of like that back during my wild mis-spent youth...back when I smoked pot. That is kind of how I looked. Just a note here: I have 22 years of sobriety this year, so while I don't celebrate my past, I don't hide it either. So that is kind of my disclaimer there. In any case, these are the videos from May of 2014. Thanks for watching!